~DeLonely Of MySoul~

Hye.blogger..
long time no see..hmm..this is my confession for u all..nothing to say..don't think its my way to take u all feel pity..no!!this is only from my heart..and my soul..coz i really feel lonely.sharing u..T.T
saya ada sebuah chenta..chenta yang saya anggap anugerah yang datang dari hati dan perasaan yang tulus dan suci..semua orang ada rasa yang sama..tapi..how to handle???everything depend kepada diri anda sendiri..
saya telah memilih sebuah chenta...dan menerima si dia sebagai chenta hati saya..tapi adakah kami bahagia???adakah saya membahagiakan si dya???adakah si dya membahagiakan saya..


tuk penchenta diluar..disini saya ingin berkongsi pendapat..mengenai chenta..
Antara perkara yang sangat perlu@tidak perlu di utamakan dalam membina chenta anda adalah...
1.Wang(sangat perlu)
2.Nafsu(Paling penting)
3.memburukkan pasangan sendiri..(Jika Takdir si dya memang buruk)
4.berskandal..(jika perlu)


Renungkan..wahai mereka yang bergelar kekasih-kekasih..
em,anyway..saya rasa lonely..just now..

even rasa lonely..but,the colourfull..still jadi peneman..dan menceriakan hidup..
I was sitting in an area surrounded by the sea ... ..and I think about my life...bila saya pandang laut yang ada di hadapan..terdetik di fikiran..rupanya masih terlalu besar..dan luas laut ney untuk di layari..saya berfikir....begitulah juga dengan hidup ini....kadang laut tue menunjukkan yang dia tenang..kadang berombak..kadang surut..begitu juga dengan hidup ini..

then,i'm thinking something..perubahan yang ada pada saya..sekarang,saya sudah berumur 21 tahun..thanks mum and dad..sebab besarkan saya..:)..bila saya ingat balik zaman kanak-kanak..macam best pulak..mcm mau jadi anak kecil..yang comel..yang banyak kawan..main banyak mainan..hahaa...so sweet..during a little girl..bergaduh,putus kawan...kawan balik..hehe...chenta tu..x lagi lah..sebab masi hingusan lagi..hehe...

tapi,masa sudah berlalu..keadaan tidak lagi sama macam dahulu..sekarang saya perlu jaga semua perasaan orang yang saya kenali..sayangi orang saya kenali..parents saya,adik-beradik,kawan-kawan yang ada bersama saya..kekasih hati yang ada bersama saya..saya perlu jaga semua perasaan mereka..tanpa memikirkan perasaan saya sendiri..yakah???baguskah macam ney..saya jaga semua perasaan orang..tp adakah orang jaga perasaan saya..well,itu tidak penting bagi saya..yang penting saya nampak kamu gembira bila bersama saya..em,for my kekasih..kita berdoa jak banyak2...semoga kita kekal..dan  di jodohkan bersama..amin...kehidupan ku ini umpama bunga..hehe..

That's all..i'm so tired..and want to sleep..daaa....

~Confession Of A ShopAholixx~

Hye u all..great ur nice cause click my blog...i'm so happy with u all ..i appreciate it...kinda miss u all...now,having a chinese new year holiday..so,having more free time to spend on my blog..i want to update it...so,what's up???...emm....now,its my special post for a shopaholixx..not just for u..but me too...kinda like shopaholix..


Version Malay and mixed......

Today,in the morning...before i'm back to home..

while waiting my hubby take me..hehe..

thanks Abg..i sit on my chair,watching movie...

the story really make me mad...

the story teach me...and make me conscious..huhu..

em..the title is..

see,the cute and sweety girl above...hehe..

she is kinda shopaholixx..

so excited to see nice shoes,clothes and beg..

confirm..bring it back...

hehe..

but take it by paying the things not stole it..

its like...

"My life has changed, and I'm changing with it."

i think i'm a person moderate in shopping..

but,i'm really worry about this..

i think as long as i do..

it will being ~Shopaholix~

really make people madness to it..

haha..for me..

em..so bad..

see this she is like me..

so,many things..

not all can use in one time..

and everytime..

oh..everything i buy..it come from my heart..

but how long to stay being like this..

ohh..maybe my hubby..hehe..

future husband..

will be mad seing wife like me..

ahaks..

wasting money..

shop~shop~shop~

my heart's content???

emm..put your hands up..

if this are truly reason..

for being shopaholix..

"sometimes you don't need a goal in life, you don't need to know the big picture. you just need to know what you're going to do next!"

em,i show u..

this..

this is mine...

em,if u want..i give it to you..

i dont use it anymore..

just for my collection..

don't know how long to keep it..

since,see the mivie..

CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC

don't want to shop anymore..

hehe..

make me conscious..

and open my eyes..i try..

try..

just try..

to be slow use money.,.

hehe..

i try..