Dear all readers and viewers..i'd want to share something that hidden deep from my heart.I don't think it was my privacy story.Sharing is better then.Sometimes,to keep it so long without no sense to say,make it so complicated.I've dream as others.I hope it will become true.Just need a time to achieve everything.But,it changed suddenly out of my expected.This year 2012..grabbed me into a dark memories that i'll ever forget.It crushing my heart.Make me feel lonely indeed.
At the end of March,i've diagnosed Acute Myeloid Leukimia.Oh god!It make me down to hear this news.Its hard for me to believe.Before this,i'm having a nice life with a good health.I'm just crying to accept the fact.Yes!i have a feeling to give up.Why god choose me to get all this condition.?Why Me!!Dear readers..i'm really so frust.Anyway,when i'm thinking again..maybe before this i've done something worst thing in my life and didn't realize about it.Till now,god give me challenges,and confront it alone.Everything happen,have a reason.I'm just strong..be strong..>.<
semangat kena kuat!!
So,i need to be strong.never stop prayingNow,i'm under the treatment.I've already done the 2nd cycle chemotherapy.I've through all the complication.Don't know how to explain,but i can say it so hard for me.When i'm sitting alone in this ward..I would like to release everything and just want to focus towards my health.
I'm suffer to my condition.People at the outside..have enjoy their daily life.While,i'm here just wait something hopeful.I keep my mind in a calmness.Breath with full of serenity.That is the reality of suffering.It so universal.How we react to suffering is individual.It can take us one of two ways.That sure is..it can be strengthening and puryfing combined with faith,or it can be destructive force in our lives,if we do not have the faith in the lord's atoning sacrifice.So,the purpose of suffering,however,is to build and strengthen us.
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be strong ok... semoga awak sembuh seperti sedia kala...tekejut phat baca
insyaallah..i need to be strong enough..thanks for the pray bro phat..may god bless u too..ameen~
masyaAllah sis!! :'( be strong sis, dont give up syg... May Allah protect u... hurmmmm
keep strong classmate :')
Lady Aina:thanks dear..=)
Meismumun:I hope so strong munn..thanks for the dropping by..miss u..<3
wc , we ( the 01/10) also miss you a lot , insyaALLAH ada rezeki kami datang melawat
hurm. be strong :')
Allah sentiasa menguji hambaNya. setiap yang berlaku ada hikmah..
semoga sihat seperti biasa ! thank u for your visit, come n visit my blog again ya.. n sory for the late visit ! have a nice day, :)
semoga awk tabah dlm dugaan ini..Insyaallah..kuatkn smgt k :)
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