I'm feel like down just because it!!

Hye.Readers and viewers..peace be upon to you all.The owner of this blog..now,i'm sitting,lie down and standing in bad condition because i'm suffering from the extreme ear pain in my left ear.If you remember my last entry..i already talk about my ear.Then,now i come again because i already feel like down to confront with my health problem.Last night,i still can't sleep because the pain disturbing me..I don't know what i'm going to do..I just cry and cry...I already took my medication..analgesic to slow down the pain..but it doesn't act as i hope..All my family can sleep well except me that crying on my pillow just like a child..because i can't bear the pain.

So,Today..In the early morning..My mom and dad took me to clinik ENT at SABAH CLINIC.So,I'm so glad because meet the consultant of ENT that is Dr.Richard B.Barrow.I'm still remember his name.He's from London.Not local people...He is "orang puteh".Fortunately,i met him.make some discussion about my ears.Last two days the doctor at Permai Polyclinics said i've got Otitis external.But,now everything is change turn to Otitis Media as Doctor Barrow said.So,poor.No wonder i still with extreme ear pain.So,now i just continue my new medication from sabah clinic and will having appointment on coming tuesday next week.May god bless me and hope i will recover from all of this.Even,i feel like down..with my problem..my family and my lovely dear still give emotional support to me.Thank you.

I'm not in good condition

Hello readers and viewer..I'm glad to be here with you all.maybe some of you come on my blog just want to be a viewer but not a readers.Never mind..everything that you do,i appreciate it.I hope you all there are in good health.Then,always in gorgeous mood.I'm just let my finger clicking my laptop keyboard in this free time to share everything that i through for the past day and today.Last two weeks ago,i've join my friend to spend our kaamatan holiday at Ranau.So,we go to Poring hotspring to get some fresh air and swimming there.But,very poor during playing the sliding pool,suddenly..water entering my ears.I've already flush it back using warm water.But,my left ears doesn't act anymore.It was blocked by the water.So,i got some trouble sound to hear voice and everything around me.

Every time,i feel pain in my ears and can't doing anything.My activities can't be proceed.I can't sleep like a top.My condition disturbing me too much.So,yesterday my mom bring me to private clinic.The doctor give diagnosed that i have Otitis Externa caused by contaminated water.So,just now i still get the pain.I hope everything will be alright.I just continue eat my medication that prescribed by the doctor.I pray to Allah,i hope i can feel better after this and feeling well than continue my activities as usually.I'm not happy with my condition.

it's all about him

This is my special entry..talking about him.My dear only one.Just call him Isthanny.Everything about him so unique for me.Today is our anniversary.We both have been together along 3 years.So,I just write on my blog..about him.Everything that I write here..come from my heart. And share to you all.sorry aa,if my entry here make you all feel so bored.The story today is about L.O.V.E!! Every girl says they can't find the perfect guy...Well..I've found the solution.they can’t find the perfect guy because I have the only one.Hehe..

 Falling in love is the best feeling ever when the one you love catches you. It's great when you actually take the time to get to know someone and find out they are simply *AMAZING*.Me and him not always see each other.He so far from me.Even I may not be able to look him in my eyes, but I can see into his soul, I may not be able to hold him close, but I hold him in my heart. Because Love has no limits.

The one bad thing about spending time with him: there's never enough of it and I miss him so much when we are not together.The first time I met him, little did I know that he had be the one I've been waiting for. He always share his problem with me.Though we may fight and have arguments, I always know that we will make it through. I will stand beside him in no matter how big the problem might be. 

When I tell him that I love him, I mean it more and more every time. I don't say it because I feel like I have to. I say it because it's absolutely true. its kinda funny,when I’m confront with problem ,with all the drama, and all the stupid things he still manage to put a smile on my face, make my heart skip a beat and make everything feel ok. Sometimes he ask me about my problem..so I said”you want to know my problem?”..i love you… i love your name… i love the way u look at me… i love your gorgeous smile you brighten my day” that's my problem...

To my dear I want to say” Loved you once, Loved you still, Always have, Always will.” 

Just Smile to See

Hye,dear my lovely readers..thanks for click my link and view my blog.I’m really love to write everything here.So,anything that  wrote here,I just want to share to u all..nothing special.But,event  one moment will make a new sweet memory to remember.so,I just want to replay back about our BAIP day during Friday.BAIP is a group for all muslimin and muslimah at my college.Last Saturday,we have a big event in my college,all the ladies and mens wear baju melayu and baju kurung on that day.Before going join the event,my friend ask me to snap some of my picture using my camera.Because my dressing was fully purple.Thank you to my besfriend for the snapshot.

My bestfriends birthday celebration

Hello,my lovely readers..thank u so much..because always stay with me..so,my entry today..just want to share my sweet memories with my bestfriends.we all celebrate birthday from two of us.This moment was become the sweet memory to us at Palm Square centre point.Both of them having birth date in same month but different date.Where Stephannie@Kichie  was born on 28^th may while Nurul akhma@kamang was born on 30^th May.So,we all decide to celebrate their birthday together.We all spending time together and sharing everything during that day.

so,this is my special greeting to both of them..

Wishing you all the great things in life, hope this day will bring you an extra share of all that makes you happiest. May god give both of you lots of such joys and happy moments. May  you live long and live happy. May worries,  thought, angers and bad lucks remain away from you.I  wish u good luck.A nice and lovely life to come. Bright and joyful, future and  all the goods that you can ever Wish or think off.I wish, may you dreams come true and  all sad thoughts off.

So,for you all my lovely readers..here I attach our picture that brings a lot of memories that can’t never be erased..

Birthday girl

this cake from secret recipe..so delicious

candle  make everything lightful

So Cute..

From left:Me,Olivia and Mei Ling

From left:Kichiee,me and Akhma

Nurses Day Celebration

Hye,to all viewer...thank you so much because spending your time here and become the loyal readers in my blog.You all make me so maniac in blogging.so,my special entry today..revolve to our nurses day celebration.Today,were our big day..having assembly,additionally..celebrate our nurses day.Thanks so much to my College..College Healths science..because giving a special day in a million day to celebrate nurses day.So,every badge that is the Diploma students include medical Assistant and trainee nurse.Need to collect money for buying a cake to celebrate the day.As usually,my college actually..very rarely to make assembly because so busy with our practical posting.But Today,we all gathering.

During our assembly,i'm so interested with our principal speech.She talk about our nurses day.so,i attach here..what she say.."Nursing care comes in many forms. Sometimes it is the ability to make someone feel physically comfortable by various means.  Other times it is the ability to improve the body's ability to achieve or maintain health.  But often it is an uncanny yet well honed knack to see beyond the obvious and address, in some way, the deeper needs of the human soul. " i will remember this speech.very meaningful.emm,after that..we all send one student from every badge to cut our cake.so,this time i appreciate the scene by snap their picture.So,i attach them here..as memorable thing.

After Assembly

candid photo

Variety

candid staff nurse

candid sister

during assembly

Cake form JP July/2008-Badge will training out

This our cake from my badge

we have two cake for my badge JP January/2010

i'm lovin it!!

Hye friends there..I come back..with full blast love..yesterday,me and my friend went to McDonald's.After finished working at hospital Likas.So damn there.Hehe.Because make me feel fully tired.Until,i didn't get my lunch.Until 2.00 pm.so,we go to McD..Just for fun and fill our empty stomach.Haha..Both of us enjoy our food and beverage.I'm very like McDonald's than Kentucky Fried Chicken.(KFC)..because the feeling to taste their food.I'm sorry..i just write down about food..like my past entry,

No wonder i'm so friendly with food.haha.food make us satisfied and can release tension.just relax to make movement on our mouth.it called exercise because chewing food.So,i never feel guilty to myself if my weight get up..huhu.Dangerous thing..at least i don't want to get the Obese.Haha.so,my advice..don't go to this place oftenly.make it rarely.Insyaallah,everything will be maintain....

Big Meal and chicken porridege set from McDonald's

Me and My bestfriend(Mei Ling)

I LOvE To EAt

Hye.Its time to have our semester break.So,nothing to do at home.While,still have money.Don't know how to finished it??hehe...just kidding..i Just want to share my favorite restaurant that i love to eat the food serve at there.The restaurant namely "ALADDIN RESTAURANT"just wish what u want.Everything will be in front of u..hehe..I think the owner think their restaurant will be up..due to the name..right..its true..since.i got ate there..emm..double thumb up for them.Everything is perfect.Very delicious.I got the taste.hehe..They have variety menu.I go there with my family.Sometimes with my dear.Hehe..and always with my bestfriends.I can say..that..it the only restaurant that i never feel bored with the taste..so,i bring u all..there..

If u all have free time..just go to this restaurant..it is located at jalan Penampang..near the KKIA.If u all already go to Hospital Queen Elizabeth.Maybe u know where this placed.Em,without wasting time.I bring u all..introduce u all with the menu...very tasteful..

ICE LEMON TEA PINK

NASI GORENG AYAM PATAYA

NASI GORENG U.S.A

NASI GORENG DAGING

WANTAN HO

You all can taste it all above..at there..the price not so bad.I'm sure you all like to eat there..
Thats all from me.Next time.I will share to you all the best place you must go.Hehe...I'm proud to be MALAYSIAN...

fall in love to snap child's photo

Hye to all of you.How are you there..i'm so bored just now...so,want to fill my empty time..I sit in front of my lappy for 2 hours ago..playing game.Then,click the album.view all the photo that i snap.after click my younger sister snapshot.I'm thinking something..why i so fanatic to snap her picture.I don't know why...maybe she so cute for me.hehe...actually,she's true..have a natural cute that lead me like to snap her.Whatever she doing..i'm always look..when i get her style..without wasting time..just bring my camera..than,in a second take her picture.


Well,for me..i like to snap children.Because they look nature with their big smile,shining eyes..so,once you snap..make the photo so perfect in whatever way you snap..they still look natural..because all of this..i'm fall in love to snap children photo.for those like photography.I refer you all snap children photo.It will make you satisfied with the photo.But,the problem is..children are really difficult to manage.Huhu..so,naughty.Very like to make movement when the camera is show in front of them.Don't like to be a model..but want to touch up the camera..being a photography..hehe..but i trust..everything is depend on your way lead them.Make them enjoy become a young model.hehe...so,i attach here..my younger sister photo.That i love so much..because its look natural...natural beauty..

Thats my photo guys..hope you all enjoy with my younger sister.Hehe..actually,i have many photo..from her poss..my blog here just for write my feeling and anything that i think can share with u all..i have another blog just for photo...so,u all can follow me there.

I'm Feel Free

Hye.I Wish u all stay healthy even busy with your study,working and in everything.After having rollcall,i got my broadband and let my finger click here.to write and share about my feeling and expression after finished all my exam.Well,it;s not fault if i sharing something to u all.Because sharing means you are caring.Thanks for view my blog.So,finishing all that challenges make me feel free and so relaxed because everything was settle down.I'm very thankful to god.Along my examination,everything was proceed so well.

I had seated two exam that i need to confront and settle it.Firstly,is my final sumative examination.and other is my OSCE examination under KKM.To all  my friend JP January/2010 wish we all get excellent result soon.Struggle make us feel the big smile soon.Don't worry for those that failed.It's not mean you failed in everything.Must be trust yourself.There will be the valuable things that will be replaced every failure.Thanks to my parents that always support me and pray for me.And not forget to our lecturer and clinical instruction that very dedicated and be ready help us in everything.Thank u so much.

I hope my result will be OK.i want it get my goals.so,at the evening.My friend and i get some fresh outdoor activity to free our mind and make it relaxed.i play the volleyball game.so amazing,i can doing my service so well.haha..make our match can't touch up the ball.Maybe next semester i will represent and being a volleyball player for our KOKUM day.during play,i've see our surroundding feel so fresh and get gorgeous sky with different pattern of cloud with the sunset.So,i snap some photo using my handphone...u will feel so free and relaxed to see it...So,i attach the snapshot here..

My New Hair Style

Hye, my blog now like  to serve about my recent activity last two days.well,after finished my theory examination on weekend. I really mad to enjoy and bring myself to release tension. so, special for Kaamatan day soon. I with my best friends want to make changes in our personal image. so I make changes to myself. I  went to saloon at centre point.so,long to take time finding the best saloon.I want to cut my hair with different image new hair style before this.in my mind let people don’t know me and unable to detect me.who I am.include him..hehee…so naughty.Seriously,I’m very mischievous.Really,but still have affection and  have mercy.

Well,for me I like to be a frank person.Doesn’t like pretending in everything just because want to get attention and compliment from others.so,I’m proud to be myself.Everything is stand by me.so,without making any corrupted here.hehe..lets continue my story.sorry,everything that I write here just for fun.

Finally,i found the best saloon that serve customer with their big smile.The price for makeover hair with new trend very standard.NO say not for low social-eco.Because everyone are able to get masterliness barber.Huhu.The saloon namely “KAWAAI”.All the barber very talented in manage hair.so,this is me after cutting hair.I don’t know what the style is..i just ask the barber to cut as I want.Maybe this make me look so eager.Haha…Lol :D

This is my hair before

This is after cut..hehe...

from lateral 

I've got Miserable Mind

Hye blogger viewer.Wish u all morning.After having calling with my dear.I feel empty because he already sleep .have a sweet dream dear.How about me?I just lying down on my lovely bed.i'm so sleeping badly.can't sleep like insomnia.I'm Finding  hard to switch off my eyes.So,i took my lappy and get my broadband to walking here.

Maybe i'm being like this because so stress with my preparation for final examination.stress study.stress in my practical.stress to complete my log book.stress to find case.stress with study case presentation.stress in financial.well,being a student can be very stressful.


Today,i've PM duty at Obstetric and gynaechology ward in Hospital Wanita Kanak-Kanak Sabah.suddenly my clinical instruction called me.She told.."tomorrow,no need to come for AM duty,i already change your rooster to PM duty".Wow,so suprising.Make my mood switch to glum.So poor,because only me and my friend doing duty there.Both of us feel so furious with ths changes.The other friend will having 4 members this coming morning.How can we manage the ward that having 14 rooms.Every room fill 6 to 10 patients.So damn.Huhu.can u imagine..well,i don't think so deeply about that.What I do,depend on myself and where i were.I know can manage them very well.My concerns,caring,loving and responsible are my principles as nurse.


Actually,i don't like with this changes.because i already have plan about my revision and preparation for the exam.Well,even i'm not satisfied with this.I should to confront with it.Let time bring me walk on everything.
I know i can do everything.i just pray to god.May god blessed me in everything that i confront.Bye,i try to sleep well.

Money Is Everything??Do u Agree..

Hye to all readers..this is my special entry..it was drive me crazy and it walking in my mind..why people so obsessed with money.Let me bring u all..what is Money.?As we know..generally..money is a good that act as a medium exchange in any transactions.So,why this good can make people mad,blurring.HuHu..

When We ask some people..Do u agree money is everything..They will say:
I think money not everything but that is most important other thing we need for our lives. 
If you think about that a little , you know that when you havent health in your live what will happen? 
I think money is necessary for me but not all of my purpose in my live.


But for me..Money lead me thinking that..
"With money you can buy a house but not a home;With money you can buy a clock but not time; With money you can buy a bed but not sleep; With money you can buy a book but not knowledge; With money you can buy a doctor but not health; With money you can buy a position but not respect; With money you can buy blood but not life; With money you can buy sex but not love."  
Money can buy you material possessions, but it cannot buy you happiness and peace of mind.
So,open our mind.stand with our foot.walk with it.Lead  your mind.Thinking a million moment.For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows.

Wish You Were Here

Hello to all of you..i comefor  this moment..i'm feel so empty..coz i don't know what i want to do..i just sit and busy online with my lappy.I take this time to say and sharing something..about my dear.I miss him so much.so i create this title..wish you were here..

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss